This evening I’m starting a course on how to move on after a marriage has broken down, or a person is widowed. My friends have been pushing me to attend this sort of thing as I’ve not been ready to move on. The timing is pretty bad, I’m trying to work through my past and hold onto my sanity. Maybe this will be the distraction I need?
I’m incredibly nervous. I was already making excuses to not go and then I was happy when the babysitter cancelled due to injury. But our regular babysitter has offered, despite having only just had a baby! So it’s back on! I’m going!
I can never tell when I’m taking too much on, until I basically break down. But I hope this will be a positive experience. A helpful experience.
I’m definitely not ready to date, and it’s not that sort of group. I just want to learn more about becoming my own person again.
I’m staying at Steve’s again, he’s away. It’s quite handy, Ive insect bombed my house. I hate all creepy crawlies so this will take care of them. And I think some bugs have set up home after following us back from camping. There’s something quite cathartic about setting off a bomb and walking away. (Insect bomb of course).
It’s nice to be at the house, safer. And more space.
Be interesting to see how this evening goes and tomorrow I’m catching up with my CPN.