Taken an overdose. Spent the last two nights in hospital.
At S’s house for tonight, then going to a different respite. Meds have been vamped up.
Yesterday was the worst, felt like I was in the worst hole. Everything was dire.
I just don’t know what I’m doing anymore.
Anyway, absolutely shattered and have sorted sleep medication too so I won’t be living on maddening fragments of sleep.
Will write more when I’m more with it.